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i AM JEALoUS oF EVERY GiRL THAT HAS EVER HUGGED YoU, BECAUSE FoR THAT oNE MoMENT, SHE HELD MY ENTiRE WoRLD . . . <3
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[13 Nov 2004|11:29am] |
i miss adam already . i just saw him yesterday .
bree and i are so fuckin cool . me and her and brittany and blick and allie slept in a tent on thursday nite . and i swear someone was walking around trying to kill us . and then when we woke up someone yelled "bree !! lauren !!" WTF mate, WTF .
so today i went snowboarding . hit myself in the chin, AND the back of the head with my board, and also slid in some ice that left a huge ass scrape on my side . COOL . not . i love snowboarding thou . if only i could get my toe edge better thou ! hahaha . anyways . i love ryann and billy for going snowboarding w/ me .
i'm leaving now to go see adam . ok thanks love you . COMMENT . DAMNIT . bye =) .
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[04 Nov 2004|02:36pm] |
so this last weekend was wayyy tooo much fun ! halloween trick or treating and stuff w/ GABYYYY =), bree b., bree c., megan blick, alexa, tigle, cam, yuhki and tomo, greg, megan b.,everyone's bf's, and of course how could i forget my own perfect boyfriend, adam =) .
oh and shutting adam's power off on friday w/ the girls . . . i know even thou he wouldnt' admit it, him and mike were scared shitless . and then that jerk stole my car ! geeze ! haha nah i'll admit it was pretty good ! but all in all it was an awesome weekend . this wknd i hafta work friday and sunday so adam and gaby are coming to see me on saturday =) ! yayyyy cuz NO ONE will be here this wknd . the ONE wknd. i stay home everyone and their fucking moms leave campus . damnit .
but i realize more and more everyday how much adam means to me . gotta love that boy =) .
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[29 Oct 2004|02:32am] |
so this wknd . . .
tomorrow after my pysch class in the morning i'm leaving to go to adam's . for the WHOLE wknd . . .
yayyyy .
and i get to see gab and heather .
molly i love you to death i'm so glad we are closer now =) .
well i'll talk to y'all on monday !
HAPPY BDAY PATTY BOYYYYYY !!!! you've officially been legal for 2 hours and 33 minutes ! i wub you !
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[25 Oct 2004|03:17pm] |
this past weekend was great .
this week is going to suck .
i can't wait 'til next weekend =) .
just to see you smile, i'd do anything that you wanted me to . when all is said and done, i'd never count the cost . it's worth all that's lost, just to see you smile . . .
i love you .
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i am so happy . and so in love . i know i haven't been w/ adam THAT long but i have never felt this way about a guy before . ever . i've said "i love you" to 2 other guys besides adam, but adam has showed me what love really is . i know, i know, it sounds so cliche, like everyone says "he's different", but now i really see how different adam is to me . i love him . i really do . i love spending time with him . i love tickling him and hearing his laugh and seeing him do the retarded thing w/ his hands . hahahah . i love his lil "weasel out of the hole" look on his face sometimes (LOL gaby !) . i love just having fun with him, and not worrying about what he thinks because i'm so comfortable around him . i love having adam schaper in my life . i'm also so happy that GABY is in my life . along w/ evan of course =) . it's like a package deal :-P . gab you're my BFFFFLLLL and i honestly love you =) . good times and memories the 4 of us have shared . teachin you how to drive stick gab . last nite . . . standing ppl up . god i'm smooth, but i'm mean =) . hahaha . i seriously still feel bad but ANYWAYS . lol . and the picture strip yesterday . adam, nice face in that last one =) <33 . hey gaby, i think our vaginas are stuck to the wall of the ride . how is that guy lifting himself up like that ?! my vagina is STUCK ! hahahah "amazing bonding experiences" . and those stupid scary things @ fright fest @ 6 flags . i was freakin standing behind the sheriffs 'til adam had to tell those things where we were !! JUDAS PRIEST ! lol . adam's "weasel" look . our surprise for the boys which is yet to be done =) . SHUT THE FRONT DOOR . it'd be SO cool if i was ***** ! uhhh ... uh oh . hahaha . gaby i love ya !
from gaby's Lj :
ADAM + LAUREN = LOVE + EVAN + GABY = LOVE = One motherfreakin crazy ass group (u could call it a gang maybe)of four friends in love and having a kick ass time with some crazy moments that none of y'all can stop . =)
"hey guurrrrllll whats youuuur name?"
i love you always adam . even when i'm stupid and overreact . . . thanks for putting up w/ me . words cannot even describe what i feel for you .
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last night was fun . went to adam's house, waited like 10 yrs for him to finish washing his car, hung out w/ him, went to the football game, mark punched heather in the eye and she almost passed out so i took her home in adam's car =), adam and i went home and took a nap cuz we were both soooo tired .
this morning heather woke me up earlyyyyy and i looked @ her hc pics . SO cute =) . now i'm gonna get ready and stuff and go to adam's again =) . and HOPEFULLY hang out w/ my BFFFLLL gaby !!!! geeze she didn't call me last nite :( . sadness . hehe jk gab i wuv you !
i love adam and i dont know what i'd do without him . he means so much to me .
comment if you wuvvv meee =) !
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[21 Oct 2004|09:16pm] |
i am officially $600 in debt . fuck me . in the ass . 12 times . yes pat, WITH the coldstone's visor ON .
this weekend = whole weekend, with my adam . i'm sick, and he is going to take care of me .
i love you all .
x0x0 . comment .
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[20 Oct 2004|04:59pm] |
fuck today .
today sucked .
the only cool thing was all power @ school was out so the campus was closed, classes were cancelled for the day, and i played football outside in the rain with the boys alllllll day . my team almost won too ! it was me and 3 boys . . . all the guys walking past thought i was crazy . fuckin getting tackled . . . i was so muddy my white shirt and white shoes are literally brown now . shit . good times . i love you guys .
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[10 Oct 2004|09:18pm] |
edit on the last entry .
i love adam soooo much .
6 flags w/ him was awesome . and as soon as jen gets the heck online, i am going to get the picture of me and adam @ 6 flags from her and put it on my lj even thou adam will shoot me .
plus i got to see my bffflll, gaby !
i didnt get to see my heather thou which sucked but i will see her this wknd to do her hair for hc :-D !
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tonite : work 6 til about midnite-ish . SUCKS a big one . but whatever . it's not like adam would want to see me if i came out anyways . maybe gaby would want to see me thou :) . and i might as well hook up w/ some boys tonite since adam told me to . i'm not really going to but that's fucked up .
tomorrow morning i was SUPPOSED TO wake up early and go to mp to see adam and hang out w/ him all day 'til that nite when we go to 6 flags with gaby and a buncha ppl . but now he wants to do somethin w/ cameron and all those boys so idk if i should even go/if he even wants me there . . .
sunday : family day . haha .
yah like i seriously think yesterday was a shitty day for boyfriends . almost literally every single girl that i know that has a boyfriend fought w/ him yesterday, incl. me .
yesterday was a bad day . and so is today . cept for when ryry and i went to the fullerton art museum on campus and did our art project and got lost . hahahaha .
hopefully tomorrow will be better . . .
gaby thanks for listening bffffllll . hch i love you too . and tigle thanks for the opinions =) . <333 you all .
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ToMoRRoW i SWEAR . . . i HAVE To Do MY HoMEWoRK ! i HAVENT DoNE HoMEWoRK oNCE SiNCE i'VE BEEN @ CoLLEGE . DAMNNNN .
oH BUT WE CAN'T FoRGET TANNiNG AND GoiNG SHoPPiNG FoR MY NEW PRADA AND GUCCi BAGS BEHiND JACK BRoWN HALL ! YAYYY :) .
So THiS WEEKEND : WoRKiNG FRiDAY NiTE . . . YUCKKKKK ! THEN SATURDAY MoRNiNG WAKiNG UP EARLY AND GoiNG To SEE MY ADAMMM AND MY HEATHERRRR !!!! FUCKiNG DRiViNG ALL THE WAY BACK To SCHooL SAT. NiTE AND THEN WAKiNG UP EARLY To Go SiNG/PLAY GUiTAR W/ MY DAD @ SoME CHURCH THiNG . BUT i WANT To DiTCH THAT . . . CUZ i WANNA STAY W/ MY ADAM LoNGER :) .
UGHHHH i HATE WoRK . oK WELL i AM GoNNA Go To SLEEP . ToMoRRoW i HAVE AN IMPoRTANT "APPoiNTMENT" . . . KiNDA EXCiTED BoUT THAT BY THE WAY .
i LoVE ADAM C. SCHAPER . oH AND BTW, PATTY BoY, AKA ANDY, AKA STEVE . . . YoU ARE PRETTY CHiLL Too :) . LoVE YA !!
NEXT WEEKEND iS MooPARK'S HoMECoMiNG AND i AM DoiNG HEATHERS HAiR !!!!!!! AND HANGiNG oUT W/ ADAM ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WEEKEND . WE'RE GoiNG To THE BEACH @ SUNSET . HoW CUTE iS THAT :) ?! <333
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i just dyed andy's hair for him . it looks P I M P . yayyy .
college is so damn fun .
i'm goin w/ cindy to get our nails done now, and we're goin grocery shoppin @ walmart :-D .
heather g . is comin out to see me tonite and we're gonna have fun .
i love adam more than anything in the whole entire world and he is the bestest boyfriend ever :) .
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[29 Sep 2004|03:16pm] |
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EXCEPT
i miss adam too much .
come visit me . morongo hall, room number 230b @ cal state baby !! whoooooo !!
805 208 1440
hit it up :)
gotta go to class . late .
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i'm moving into my dorm room TODAY . i seriously am SO scared and excited all @ the same time . but wow . can't believe this is actually happening . i'm going to college . i'm moving out of my parent's house . holy shit . i'm not ready to grow up :( . i wish i was still in high school .
i love adam schaper more than anything .
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